Concentration Doesn't Come Easy

So it's midnight on a Sunday evening. My only things accomplished this weekend have been putting away some clothes, basically. I, like most others in college I'm sure, have mountain upon mountains of work to do. A large chunk of it is actually late work. Sigh. Seriously, I have more late work now than I ever did in high school.

Now I'd like to just get down to business and push out one fricken productive week. One week where I work hard and don't procrastinate. One week where I don't dawdle and waste time. One week where I actually work ahead and get work done so I don't have homework to do while I'm in Tennessee for Spring Break next week. But why don't I? Why can't I? I've been doing absolutley nothing all day- why haven't I used that time to do homework?

It's because I physically can't make myself. I don't know why, but it's like, the harder I try to just get 'er done, the more lazy I get and more guilty I feel. I'm seriously wondering, is there a medical condition, like ADD or something, where a person can't control themselves to do certain things? WHY AM I LIKE THIS??

I'm going to go punch myself in the uterus and then watch Roseanne. Ugh.